She falls asleep to the sound of her own tears everynight 

She lays silently, replaying that night, all alone in the dark

To only wish she could go back and just walk away from the fight 

Her bruised body has healed but that night she allowed her whole being to fall apart 

Will he understand why she left 

Will he understand why she couldnt take it 

Will he understand why she wept 

Will he understand he changed her whole world just with one hit 

The girl, no this wasnt her first 

Did you think it was ok? Now youre a million miles away… 

She only hopes this suffering isnt a curse 

Shes changed…

Are you afraid? 

Can you love again? 

Are you still the same? 

Was it worth it to start all over again? 

Now, back at home, her own version of hell 

She is told to go back to you, that she should of never left your side 

She deserved the beatings, the emotional pain…the tears..I  hope youre doing just as well… 

Im crying every night, this hurts so much, I never should of been so kind…

I used to be strong, but you did me so fucking wrong 

My heart is withering away 

Im not the same, Im so ashamed… this feeling continues to make my heart ache… 

I only hope one day, true love can prove my withering heart wrong.. dont be too long.. 

I continue to smile everyday

Hide all of my pain 

So that I can erase that very day in July 

One day, I will be able to say my last good byes 

Its going to be a long road ahead of me 

But I’ll never give up 

I hold the keys 

And you’ll soon be a distant memory 

I’m a survivior of domestic violence 

I suffer everyday even though you may not know it

Its the hardest thing I have ever experienced 

So if you think you know someone, stop it. 

There are other girls like me 

Who keep quiet 

Who think they can stand by it 

but end up not being as lucky as I am and end up dying 

I want to tell my story now on how I survived

If my pain can save a life 

My suffering would be worth it, i wouldnt cry… 

So please send this note to anyone and everyone you know, lets not allow another innocent life to die 

Fight for the right to stay Alive 

Why are you alive?!

(Source: shutyourface09, via sillyygoddisco-deactivated20110)

You may think I was a total heartless bitch the day you decided to leave me„ 

But you really didnt understand the depth of a womans pain…. 

1)I gave back to you everything you have ever given or made me because I wanted to forget you, forget us,  and for you to always remember me.

2) I denied your plea to be friends because I was weak and I couldn’t stand to see you move on while I continued to be locked away in the dungeon of my own heart….

3)I quickly deleted you off of facebook because I couldn’t handle seeing you happy with someone else, - all in all, just simply happy without me. 

4)I threw away every physical photographic evidence of my love because I wanted to pretend it never happened so that I could trick my heart to be happy like it was before we met. 

5)I moved 500 miles away to a place where I could never run into you because I didn’t think I could sum up the courage to hold back my tears if I ever were to see you again.

6)I quickly found a new love to heal the empty, gaping hole you left me with. 

The truth is: I wasn’t spiteful nor did I hate you because you decided to leave, I was just broken and was trying to put back the pieces of my heart. </3